When you first left me I was wanting more
But you were doing that girl next door,
what'd you do that for
When you first left me I didn’t know what to say
I never been on my own that way,
just sat by myself all day
I was so lost back then,
But with a little help from my friends
I found a light in the tunnel at the end
Now you’re calling me up on the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
And it’s only because you’re feeling alone
At first when I see you cry,
yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my smile
At worst I feel bad for a while,
but then I just smile I go ahead and smile
Whenever you see me you say that you want me back
And I tell you it don’t mean jack,
no it don’t mean jack
I couldn’t stop laughing,
no I just could help myself
See you messed up my mental health
I was quite unwell
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「……盤子在哪裡?我們來切蛋糕罷。」
我打開廚房的置物櫃,尋找著適合的點心盤。鵝黃色碎花鑲邊的點心盤好像不錯,不過我也蠻喜歡那水藍色波浪滾邊的點心盤,可是最後,我還是選擇了純色雪白的骨磁點心盤。乾淨的雪白色,加上薄細的盤緣,用手指輕輕一彈即發出悅耳的迴音,令我愛不釋手,於是我拿出兩片點心盤,轉過頭來高興的問妳說:「就用這種點心盤,好嗎?」
這一轉頭,原本的微笑立即凍結,房間裡,根本就沒有人。我一愣,手一鬆,嘩啦嘩啦,骨磁點心盤掉落地面,破碎飛散一地。
(沒有人啊?)我不相信的再望了我的門,跑過去將門瞬間一開,沒有人,真的沒有人。餐桌上也沒有小蛋糕,沒有,什麼都沒有。我失魂落魄地走到落地窗前,手心緩緩伸出,與映在玻璃內的我手心相觸,那反射的自己,有著極度悲哀的臉。秋天,原本就不適合有童話的。我打開落地窗走到陽台,夜空中,雖然已經是一輪明月,卻讓我覺得寒冷,冷到眼角垂下了淚……